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[11 Jul 2008|11:04pm]
 we had to put george down. 

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copied from Michaela [20 Jun 2008|10:48pm]

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[19 Jun 2008|06:33am]
[ mood | sad ]

 i fell in love. stupid stupid stupid.
one day he just stopped calling, and dissapeared.

I don't think i've ever felt so..abandoned.

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[12 Jun 2008|11:23pm]

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[02 Apr 2008|12:08pm]
he stocked his otherwise empty fridge with orange juice and almonds. 

i'm a smitten kitten :)

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[24 Mar 2008|07:38pm]
 there is this weird feeling creeping up inside me... 

 i think it may be called... happiness.

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[12 Jan 2008|03:26pm]
Well, that didn't work out.

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[30 Apr 2007|12:06am]
join my new community 


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Posted using LJTalk... [13 Oct 2006|10:12pm]
i love Michaela

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Posted using LJTalk... [13 Oct 2006|07:25pm]
i am not checking out this new lj thingy

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[23 Jul 2006|12:54am]
1-Who are you?
2-Are we friends... (hopefully we are if you're taking this)...?
3-What color eyes do you think I have?
4-Do you know my natural hair color?
5-How long have we known each other?
6-What's something that immediately makes you think of me?
7-When did we meet?
8-Do you like me?
9-What would you change about me?
10-Do I look different than when you first met me?
11-Do I annoy you?
12-Have you ever hurt me?
13-Have I ever hurt you?
14-Do I have any pets?
15-Describe me in four words.
16-When is the next time we are likely to see each other?
17-When was the last time we saw each other?
18-Have I ever broken the law?
19-What do I want to become?
20-Do you think I'm mature?
21-Are you mature?
22-Are you happy we know each other?
23-What makes me angry the most?
24-What makes you angry the most?
25-Would you ever kiss or hug me?

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[25 Jun 2006|09:38pm]
Long post short..

party was a blast. I have the best friends ever.

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and, cause i am awesome [18 Jun 2006|11:14pm]
stolen from Jess.


Said: "George, do you want to come up an meow in my face.... of course you do"
Ate: Lobster Roll, burnt waffle fries, and watermellon, at kimballs.
Watched on TV: some show on Lambergini's with my dad. It was pretty impressive.
Listened to: "drinkin bout you" by Big and Rich, on my ipod.
Bought: The post secret book.
Downloaded off the net: um, a picture of a cookie puss for Michaela.
Played (sport): hockey.
Drank: water
Wrote on AIM: <3
Heard/read that made you feel happy: mmm.. i dunno, the voicemail from Jess
Didn`t mean to say but did: "eat my foot" (said to my little cousin as he rolled on the floor)
Saw in the theatre: umm, Annapolis.


Talked to: my Dad
Talked to on the phone: my pep.
Kissed: Corey.
Said I love you to and meant it: my cousin Kelly.
Got angry at: random people in the kimballs parking lot who seem to loose all sense of reality when driving. GRR.


Were happy: holding Haleigh today.
Were sad: Going to my Grandpa's grave today.
Cried: last night.

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quick update [18 Jun 2006|11:12pm]
I am about to go to sleep, way before my bed time but i have a bunch of appointments to go to tomorrow, so i figured I should be rested for them.

Going to a jewelry party tomorrow night. Jess, come with? lemme know.

Back to being stoic. Working as well as it usually does.
as in, not.

my room is a pit, and must be tamed. I think i will do that tomorrow after the prospective root canal appt.
Love. my. life.

(btw, yesterday I locked my phone, it sucked so much, i wanted to just throw it out the window, now it is fixed.)

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[11 Jun 2006|10:56pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

I decided today, in my infinite wisdom to go outside and tan.
I don't tan
I know I don't tan
Yet every year I go outside determined to look like one of the women in the magazine.
I realize that this is very shallow/trasnparent and that the only way that I would look like that would be to lose 30 pounds and get fake teeth. But i see a tan as something I can do.
I burned instead.
This burn, makes me look like a wide candy cane. Minus the sugary goodness.

I have decided that the telelphone is such a evil machine. There is nothing like waiting for an important phone call. I randomly jump up because I "hear" the phone ring, and yell like a banshee "ITS FOR ME!" everytime it rings, only to be dissapointed with passing it on to another member of my family.

I say that the next time americans decide to use psychological torture on a terrorist, they should tell them that their lawyer is going to be calling with great news, and to be by the phone. That my friends, is cruel and unusual punishment, but very, very, effective.

I don't think I have left my phones side in 3 days. I carry it into the bathroom for God's Sake. Not like anyone would call me on my cell phone, but still, you never know.

That term gets used to much "you never know". I especially hate it when people use it when you are 99.99999999999997 percent sure that you do, indeed, know. For example, I know, without a shadow of a doubt that people aren't going to scale my two story house to get into my window at night. I know this for many reasons: A) I live in New Ipswich. B) I don't have anything people want. C) I find it highly unlikely that someone is going to carry a 25 foot ladder around my small culdesack without being noticed. D) My mother has some kind of spidey sense that she is able to hear when I cough in the middle of the night, so i imagine she would hear someone trying to get into my room via ladder. and E) my window is broken, so it can't be held up with anything but a giant chunk of wood. However, my father still insists that I lock my bedroom windows at night. because "you never know". Hey thanks Dad for that little dose of fear right before bed. Nothing helps an anxious PTSD girl like a little night cap of terror. K thanks.

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[09 Jun 2006|08:48pm]
I have so many questions.
About myself.
My diagnosis
My faith.

I don't really know who to go to for answers.

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[08 Jun 2006|12:31am]
I remember once when i was younger,  I bought a balloon with my saved up lunch money, and I tied a note to it to my Grandpa.
I was probably around 7 years old.  It was around that time he died of Lung Cancer.
I told him that I missed him. And if he came back, I would share my legos with him.
I let go of the balloon in my front yard.
5 minutes later my Neighbors brought the balloon back to me.
I have never been more dissapointed in my entire life.

Even though that was 13 years ago. I still think about him every day. And I miss him still.

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[06 Jun 2006|06:14pm]

Haleigh is out of the hospital.


Now i can breathe again.

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[29 May 2006|09:55am]
I am going to a fisher-cats baseball game with my parents

someone please come with me.

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[15 Apr 2006|10:55pm]
[ mood | confused ]

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